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Wednesday, December 16, 2020
Mississippi Gulf Coast Marathon 2020
Friday, December 11, 2020
Post Cycle and Pre Race
10 years ago this very day I had just finished racing my first 26.2
Granted I had completed a run where I was signed up for a marathon back in February of the same year, but on 12.11.10 I acquired my first 26.2mile result because I had not gone the wrong way and ran an extra 3 miles
so where am i a decade later? well, I'm here on a Friday morning of a marathon race weekend contemplating the future race less than 48 hours away, and the last 15 weeks of my training.
The present can always seem a long way away from the future and the past, depending on how and what things you are referring it to, yet I know it won't be long until I am looking back at this future race with a lot of thoughts that might include surprise and regret. I can't change now what will happen then and I cant go back and change what occurred either. It's time to go to the line and take the test with what I have and what I can do then, in that moment.
I have hopes now. That thing that is a gift in the present to help walk into the unknown future. I have confidence from the past. That thing that is a gift for having handled the present at that time well. I'm looking to merge Hope and Confidence sunday morning in the present to produce something I never have done; a covering of 26.2 miles faster than all my previous efforts. A confident hope that it is under 2 hours and 50 minutes, and a dream hope that it is 2:45 or even faster.
The confidence is the highest it's been to get a new PR. For the first time since college, I joined a virtual team of runners under a coaching plan for a 15 week buildup into the race. I was the most focused and consistent for that amount of time than I ever have been going into a marathon, with week after week of solid mileage and quality hard and fast running workouts. I have felt my pace lower naturally from getting fit, and have produced good checkmarks in time trials and small races against buddies during the course that have been signposts signaling that the work is yielding desired results. Still, to take off such an amount of time from my previous best of 2:53, and hit my dream goal, will be a very tough test.
This being my 9th marathon, I am excited to have the race unfold and be in it. I know that when I come out I will be different than before I went in. Each mile will have a little tale, and the final 6 miles will surely be ones that will reach down deep and extract thoughts and wills that we typically can't access. it's exciting to have the opportunity to compete, against others, the clock, and myself.
The tightrope walking will begin once the gun goes off, needing to hold steady in the beginning and settle in, keeping the reigns on, yet acclimating just enough to begin to groove in a pace that will set me up towards the goals and hopes I have. The first big part of the test will come in the 14th mile, when I will have to be honest with myself and check in to see how good I am feeling for the second half of the race. Staying patient over the next 7 miles while focusing in on not dropping off timewise and getting ready to execute the last 10 kilometers once I hit the 20 mile mark on the race. Because, just now, I stopped writing this and looked up splits from my last marathon which was NY 2019. Through 20 miles I was on 2:46 pace (6:21 per mile). The last 10k I dropped and ran that portion in 7:32 pace (71 seconds slower per mile).
That last 10k, this Sunday, is where I will have the chance to make the difference. Training wise I could be faster at 20 miles and hold on and really get a good time, but I know now that I have done 20 miles in the past at this pace, now it's just a matter of holding on.
Now through race day I'll be thinking about all the things that I can pocket in my head to inspire me to push past the body and voice that tells me it hurts, and overcome it reaching deep to know that others are behind me, that I have sacrificed a lot to put my self in this position, and that deep down there is the opportunity to realize a dream and a hope.
Monday, July 27, 2020
A limbo in the middle of the year.
Tuesday, July 14, 2020
writing + running are better together
in 2020, our attention span has gotten shorter, and so has our writting - if we do it all. The iPhones and the like seem to be in our hand multiple hours a day, if not almost a third of our waking hours or more if we are honest. Let's just say i'm not proud of the weekly notification on Sunday to report on my screen time. But the world is changing and so are we.
i was thinking just today, about how in the show Entourage from 12-15 years ago where Ari Gold, the agent that was on his phone more than the other characters throughout the episodes which seemed stark back then, probably would be no different than jane doe or john smith on the day to day here in 2020.
and with those smart phones, the writing has been encouraged to shrink into 240 characters, or small bits of information that we can scroll while we digest a few sentences. Hell, even reading a book in this day in age takes a lot of practice just to calm the mind and focus. And when you may read a book you'll probably notice that the chapters are much shorter than the days of old, no doubt to help keep the reader engaged. i guess in someways its sad, but we can see the future and where this evolution is taking us, which, does leave a little of the fraught behind from the troublesome worry that was happening more at the precipice of this shirt during the advent of social media and quicker smartphones.
All that to say, while the running log has been part of mans running since the quill and papyrus, the newest method of a running record, the length there has also been encouraged to become shorter. Well, with the ease of use it has also kept me from longer writing post runs, which always seems to help me unpack my thoughts that often come to me on those miles of solitude. But today, i am banging some keys and am happy to be here.
so, about that running stuff....
...today's run was cool. Always a man of adventure seeking, I left the house not exactly knowing were I was going to go run, but just knew I wanted semi flat, and some shade, and not too far of a drive. As I headed down Ballantyne Commons Parkway, I crossed over Elm Lane and started getting a better idea of where to begin. I turned on Community House towards Johnston Rd, and slid into the Hampton Inn parking lot. Figured I would track south on Community House southward and figure it out from there.
I knew i needed a run that was more than just maintenance. I gave myself the day off yesterday, and went easy on Sunday after my 5k Saturday so the legs needed a little workout, but didn't want to go too hard with a hopeful Mile TT this coming Saturday. And with doing some shorter reps last week, and realizing my threshold runs is where I needed to focus, I decided to do about a 25 min tempo, where I would try and progress from easy moderate to sub 6 min pace. Given the odd number of minutes, and that I only wanted the full run to be about 50 mins since it was already pretty hot and sunny out, after 12 mins of easy warm up i stopped to stretch and decided i would make the tempo broken up into 5 min blocks, trying to cut down each one, would add a 1 min stride turnover fast clip to give me 12 min cool down back for a perfect 50 mins. (realizing now as i type this in my heat haze mind i ended at 48 mins, lol oh well).
My Achilles were pretty sore in the warm up, but once i started picking up the pace after stopping to stretch it was fine. i succeeded in clipping down, but did kind of stall on the 4th rep (hills though). i'll say this was a good run, and that i am handling/acclimating the heat pretty well here in Mid July.
The best part of this run experience was when i was jogging back passing the Hampton Inn, i noticed their outdoor pool (not a sole out there - it was 9:30am afterall), and being hot and tempted, i walked over to the gate, reach over to open it, slid my shoes off, and took a dip. A worker saw me and for a second thought was going to bust me, but instead asked how the pool was and if i wanted some water to drink. I at first said no, but given the unique position i was in thought this would really be the cherry on top, so i said "sure if you are offering!" .... as i walked back to my car, her was in the parking lot, and no doubt was scratching his head as he saw me get in the car and drive off. hahah.
Tuesday, April 7, 2020
Where are we?
Thursday, February 27, 2020
The state of running at present
After taking just a few days off totally after NYC, I eased into some weeks before the Turkey Trot at the end of November with a great race in the 8K, garnering a top 15 finish and a first in my age group award, which also won me a free year's membership into the Tracksmith Hare AC club. After that, December was enjoyable running with the fitness I had built all the months earlier in the year, and beginning to incorporate some more speed-work, as I was eyeing races for 2020 where I wanted to continue to lower my times. In fact, I even bought my first pair of racing flats for the first time in a decade to motivate me for the speed interval training.
As January slipped into the middle of the month and I was starting to run harder again, I had my first injury setback in years. Backing up, after the NYC marathon I noticed a soreness in my Achilles, no doubt a part of the price I paid during that event. Yet, it was very manageable and not hindering. So, on a mid Jan. track workout, while attacking some short intervals, I felt my Achilles give out. Immediate pain. I gauged it, was able to continue with just a slight gait adjustment, and stubbornly proceeded to finish the workout. When I was cooling down to my car, I could tell I had messed it up, for it was getting worse. The next day I couldn't walk normally. I took off a couple days, iced it, and followed with some very short easy runs to where I was about back to normal within a week. Was feeling pretty fortunate that I had seemingly escaped a close call, and was back on track, despite having to sit out the Winter Classic 8K at McAlpine which i was really looking forward to.
By the end of the month I was back to workouts and eyeing a big PR at the mid Feb. Charlotte 10 miler. I was feeling in shape and ready to race.
The race went great, and I did get a huge PR (over 7 minutes!).
When the gun went off I got out and settled into pace, which, surprisingly to me, had be up in the top 5 the first half mile. The racers settled in, and I was in position just behind Michael Cooney. When he went passed he got to about a 10 second gap on me, but once we were rolling we stayed equal distance. I was able to keep focused on him and the other leaders still view-able up ahead which kept me engaged. Also, being on sub 60 minute pace and feeling good I was eager to stay attacking. Started closing the gap on mile 6 to Michael up in front, and was starting to get to a good mental place where I knew with 3 miles to go I would be able to mentally start attacking a little bit more. At mile 7 then, I did come up to him, say "lets go, three miles, we got this" and passed him. That 8th mile I was focusing on staying ahead, and then we turned off the greenway into the neighborhood nearby and immediately began climbing uphill. The hill was pretty steep, but then we made a 90 degree right turn and got some downhill, only to turn left and begin an even steeper and longer uphill. At the crest of the hill there was a U-Turn where we would simply go back the way we came back into the greenway. That being the case, as I first exited the greenway the leader of the race, Chris Raulii passed me on his exit from the neighborhood, almost a mile ahead of me, and minutes in front of the next person. Dude was rolling. It was pretty cool to be able to see everyone who was in front of me run past, giving a sense of where I was, and also, to see who was behind me after I made the u-turn myself. Definitely motivating to keep pushing and not get caught.
Once we were back on the greenway, we hit our 9th mile split and the race was on to the finish. I was trying to pick it up, and was surprised a guy I hadn't felt or seen was coming up quickly on me. He inevitably caught me, and knowing he would I tried to get prepared to not just let him go but to fight and use him to carry me with on the increased pace. Alas, I couldn't hang with him for much more than a minute or so, nonetheless by the time he was past me I only had a couple minutes left in the race so I tried to dig in and get that PR as low as I could. For a moment I thought I had an outside shot to break 59 minutes, but would have needed a really fast last mile to do so. I didn't, but still I had a faster than average mile and got to the finish line in 59:09 for 7th place overall and first in my age group.
Had a good week of running of recovery and bounced back for a nice 12.5 mile run with 5 miles of alternating 800s at hard pace and medium paced recoveries.
This past week I signed up for Cherry Blossom 10 miler April 5th, one of the nations biggest and most well known road races. And then this past Tuesday, after my first workout of the week - mile repeats, with some minute surges afterword, my IT band outside side of my left knee, began hurting, giving me some anxiety about a potential new injury popping up, one that portends to be a more serious one than the nagging Achilles I have been dealing with.
I'm writing this after taking yesterday off, and almost certainly about to take this day off as well, which would mark the first consecutive days off I have had since Dec. 13th 2020.
Hoping to race the Elizabeth 8k March 21st.